I AM LOYAL!
She thought to herself as she hurriedly pack her saddlebags.
Her mind was a mess of confusion. Damn that so called Aes Sedai, damn her to the Dark One's darkest sufferings.
Over and over she asks herself - why did I listen, why did I not just walk away or slap her face before she planted her seed of doubt?
Only yesterday she had been riding the wave of success, after the fall of Falme she had been given the care of a Damane captured before the retreat. She claimed to be a respected member of the White Tower and promised much, before she was taught differently. But the words she had said still haunted her - exhausted and almost broken she had screamed "You too can see the weaves, you too can touch the One Power...", pain was sent through the collar, "YOU ARE JUST LIKE ME!!!!!".
She tried to avoid the truth of those words as she saddled Kindred, but she failed, she had seen the weaves, it was too much to contemplate.
"I CAN CHANNEL!!!"
She had to get away, as far away possible and as fast as possible.
Tar Valon the Damane (no she had a name ... umm .. what was it .... shame floods her as she realises she cannot remember) had said it is a place where she would not be leashed that was her goal and she intended to get there.
As she rode into the night her mind focused on the flame as her father had taught her when he was teaching her to defend herself, the Oneness removed all her doubts and fears. She kicked her Corlm to more speed as she headed east.
I have wanted to have an SS channie, going to see where this vibe leads